A Hard Week Coming Up!

I am anticipating a hard week coming up. My emotions have been going crazy for a couple of weeks, leading up to this week. It normally takes a lot to make me cry. I don't usually cry much. I think that during the last 6 months I have cried more than the entire rest of my life. This week is just going to be hard for me and I know that I am going to be tears frequently. First off, Tuesday is my birthday. I am going to be trying to forget this, for this year anyway. Then, Wednesday would have been my 30th anniversary. This is why is am choosing to forget my birthday, it has always been an important day leading to my anniversary. We always celebrated more on our anniversary than on my birthday, but that was OK. I just want to ignore it this time.
On a very happy note, my boys came to spend the day with me yesterday. It was a very enjoyable surprise. They have never gotten me anything for my birthday because their dad always did that, but this year they surprised me. They gave me a Kindle! I had been going to get over the summer, so I love it and they didn't need to get to get it, but again I LOVE IT! I have already downloaded some books and have been reading on and off all day. Thanks boys, I love you both very much.