Life!

I am starting to feel a little better - mostly thanks to a little xanax and a little antidepressant. I really don't like living on pills, but right now I think it is the best I can do. It's still lonely in this house and I spend a lot time sitting outside studying.
My husband has been as nice and friendly as he can be through this. I appreciate this very much. He has been over once or twice every day since he moved out to just talk and see how things are going and when he leaves I get a hug. Kind of confusely, I know, but it's OK. I do still love him!
I found out that work has an Employee Assistance Program that offers 5 free counseling sessions when you have troubles in life like this, so I called them and have a counseling session this morning. This will be a new experience for me and hopefully it will be a good one.
Microbiology finished last Friday and I actually got an A. That is thanks to the instructor throwing out the lowest grade on the tests and extra credit assignments.
I need to finish my Abnormal Psych class by Sept 9. I only have four test to take before then. I think I should be able to do that, at least I am going to try.
I have decided to go ahead and take Chemistry fall semester. I have my books ordered and they should be here before class starts on Monday. My sister teaches Chemistry and said that I could call her anytime for help if I need it. And, my husband said he would help me, too. He had to take an advanced Chemistry class when he was on the HAZMAT team and got an A. So, I should be set and have plenty of help. I hope my mind is clear enough for this.