Lonely!

You don't realize how wonderful it is to have someone else living with you until they are gone. I am so lonely here by myself. I am having a hard time concentrating on anything. I can't sit still long enough to get anything accomplished. I'm only able to stay in one place for about 10-15 minutes, then I have to get up and move. So, I have been going from the chair, to the couch, to sitting outside, housework, back inside, etc. Not a fun feeling at all! I hate being alone. Even with moving around, I haven't gotten a thing in the house accomplished. I haven't been able to sleep in the bed alone. So, I spend my nights trying to sleep on the couch. Not sleeping much! I haven't had much of an appetite and what I do eat either makes me nauseated for hours or comes right back up. I have lost 16 pounds. I wanted to lose weight, but not this way! I am just feeling lost and empty.
I finished my microbiology class today. I am glad to have that done. Now, I can go back to concentrating on Abnormal Psychology. I have to have it done by Sept 9. It shouldn't be too hard. I have all of the assignments done. I just need to take four tests. I haven't been able to decide if I am still going to take chemistry or not. Tuition is due Aug. 21, so I have a week to decide. I'll have to get my mind a lot more under control for that. I'll see how it is going next week.