Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Back to School!

School started again this week. This time I am taking Chemistry. It looks like this class is going to be taking a lot of my time that I am not working. I used to love science, so we will see if it is still the case. Especially since my mind is not totally on school work.
Life is still not the best, but I am coping the best I can. I really don't like being alone. I hope this anxiety and depression is not a permanent thing and things will get better. I just don't see that happening any time in the near future. I still am having a hard time sitting still for longer than a few minutes at a time.
This is not how I had planned on life being and it is not a fun thing. I hope that no one has to go this. It is definately not something that I would wish on anyone. I keep hearing that things will get better, but it is hard to believe at this time. Life just doesn't have a lot of meaning right now. I just don't seem to care what happens lately.
Thank goodness for xanax and cymbalta. I couldn't imagine life without them right now.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

School will keep you busy. Never had the little magic pills but i hear they work .
I hope things start looking up for you and if you need anything let me know.
Emily